!*! Now I find Myself Alone !*!

!*! Now I find Myself Alone !*!


This yearning in my heart
This confusion in my mind
The words left unspoken
Haunts me all the time !!

I waited for your love in hope,
That ours would come again,
And make me feel the things I felt,
When we were one, back then !!

But time and distance have erased,
The things I wished anew,
And now I find myself alone,
Though I am here with you !!

How can I have faith in God..
When people I love are taken from me
Where can I find true and loyal friends
I'm sick of the lies, fights and revenge !!

You see the hope that is finally dead
I cannot trust for my heart has been bled
Thank for all your love and support ..
Now, I look forward to my life getting sort !!

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!!*!! Kya Naam Doon Is Rishte Ko Aapkey !!*!!

!!*!! Kya Naam Doon Is Rishte Ko Aapkey !!*!!

Kya naam doon is rishte ko aapkey
mujhe maloom nahin....
dil kahta hai ke hai yeh bahut purana rishta
wahee rishta..
jo chaand ka hai chandni se..
sitaro ka hai aasma se..........


samunder ka hai gahrayi se..
jism ka hai aatma se..
phoolon ka hai khooshboo se..
suraj ka hai roshni se..........


kya naam doon is rishte ko aapkey
mujhe maloom nahin..
kuchh hi dino ki yeh mulakaton ne
bechain kar dala hai dil ko........


khayal rahta hai tumhara har dum,
hur pal, hur lamha..
chhavi hai tumhari aankho mein
khooshboo hai tumhari saanson mein
tum door ho to paas ho
pass ho to door!!!!

yeh kya hai ?
kyon hai ?
kaise hai ?
kuchh maloom nahin..
is rishte ki had
mujhe maloom nahin
kya yeh sahi hai ya galat ?
mujhe maloom nahin
kya naam doon is rishte ko aapkey
mujhe maloom nahin....... ..

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Shayari

Humne Dil Tora Dharkanon Ke Khauf Se
Apni Basti Hi Mita Di Barishon Ke Khauf Se
Kaun Kahta Hai Hamein Mohabbat Raas Aa gayi ?
Hum To Yoon Hi Hans Dete Hain Aansuon Ke Khauf Se

Jab bhi yaad aati ho ye nazrein jhuka leta hoon,
Bheegi bheegi palkon se Tumhe hothon tak la leta hoon,
Tumse jo kuch kah na paya khud se woh sab kahta hoon,
Guzri lamhe guzri baton ko yaad karta rahta hoon,
Dil mein bebasi nazron ki berukhi si khamoshi ko apna leta hoon,
koi khol na de ye raaz ko , dar ke nazrein hi jhukaye rakhta hoon..

Har baar apki salamati ki duaa karenge,
teri aarzoo mein apni hasti fanaah karenge,
tum chahe daaman bachalo humse lekin....
Hum marte dum tak aapse wafa karenge!

Kuchh rahe na rahe, teri mohabbat ka sahara rahe
Pyaar mein dooba, hamesha ye dil hamara rahe
Khushiyaan teri, sare ghum mere hon dua yahi hai
Ankhoon mein, sada chehra tumhara rahe

Intezaar rahta har shaam tera,
yaadain kat ti hain le-le kar naam tera...
Muddat se baithe hain yeh aas paale,
Ki aaj aayega koi paigaam tera....

Na thi JISKO mere pyaar ki kadar...
Itefaq se USSI ko chah rahe they hum...
Usi diye ne jalaya mere hathon ko,
Jisko hawa se bacha rahe they hum.!

Waqt aur khushi tere Gulam Honge,
Har Pal aur Pehlu Tere Hi naam Honge,
Jara Mud Kar Dekhna Mere Dost,
Tere Har Kadam ke neeche
mere hathon ke nishan Honge............!!!!!

Gazal: Khuwabon Mein Aaoonga

~*~ Khuwabon Mein Aaoonga ~*~

Mahsoos dharkanon mein jo karta tha aaj tak ,
Wo geet to main aaj suna kar hi jaoonga !

Chhalkey jo paimaney mein usi jaam ki tarhan ,
Mai pyaar zindagi mein yoon chhalka ke jaoonga !

Maut se darta nahi shama ka parwana ,
Yeh raaz main duniya ko bata kar hi jaoonga !

Mausam-e- bahaar mein hoti hai jo hal-chal ,
Kuchh dil mein terey aisi hi hal-chal machaoonga !

Qadmon ke terey naqsh kuchh baqi hain ret par ,
Lahroon ki tarhaan ret se milney main aaoonga !

Bhar legi apni baahon mein ek roz wo mujh ko ,
Har raat yahi soch ke khud ko sulaaoonga !

Kahtey hain zannat mein bhi hoti hai mohabbat ,
Wada hai zindagi mein hi zannat dikhaaoonga !

Lagta hai merey pyaar ke qadmon ki chhaap hai ,
Sajdey se yahi soch kar sir ko uthaoonga !

Har baar tasawwar mein ubharta tha tera akks ,
Aaj apney tasawwar ko haqikat banaaoonga !

Thukra bhi diya usney kisi din mujhey agar ,
Wo pyaar ki waadi se pukarey to aaoomga !

Paya hai tujhey aaj duwaaon ke asar se ,
Khudaya tera ahsaan main kaisey chukaoonga !

Toot jaye agar zindagi ki door bhi, Sam !
Ban jaoonga ek yaad aur khuwabon mein aaoonga !

''Ek Devta'' Ko Poojna Chahta Hoon !!!!

''Ek Devta'' Ko Poojna Chahta Hoon !!!!

Ek hi Baat Ko Har Geet Mein Likhna Chahta Hoon ,
Aaj Tak Kah Na Saka Jo, Wahi Kahna Chahta Hoon !

Jo Aankh Band Huyi Dil Mein Tumhi Ko Dekha ,
Khuli Nigaah To Tumko Hi Dekhna Chahta Hoon !

Zindagi Guzar Rahi Sirf Teri Chahat Mein ,
Tumhare Sath-Sath Har Ghadi Rahna Chahta Hoon !

Ungaliyaan Jhijhak Ke Sharma Ke ruk Gayin Hardam ,
Yoon main apna Hal -e- Dil Tumhe Likhna Chahta Hoon !

Teri Khusboo Se Mahakti Hain Yaadein Meri ,
Tere Seeney Mein Tere Dil Sa Dharakna Chahta Hoon !

Tere Sapnon Mein Yoon Khoya Raha Roz-o-Shab ,
Main Khud Ko Bhoolta Gaya, Tujhey Itna Chahta Hoon !

Dar-o-Dariche Khule Rakkhe Hain Tumhari Khatir ,
Tumhare Hathon Bade Shauk Se lutna Chahta Hoon !

Teri Rahon Ke Khaar Chun Loonga Main Apni Palkon Se,
Tere Labon Pe Hasin Ban Ke Thirakna Chahta Hoon !

Ye 'Mere' Geet Nahi ,Yeh To Meri Pooja Hai ,
Dil Se Bas 'Ek Devta' Ko Poojna Chahta Hoon !!!!

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I Want To Say Thank You

~*~ THANK YOU ~*~

I wanted to thank you
for the things you have done,
for being my guardian angel
when I felt I had none.

I wanted to thank you
for the love you have shown,
for your warmth and affection
when I thought I was alone.

I wanted to thank you
for your gestures and words;
you gave me strength when I was in need
and helped me trust in my own creed.

I wanted to thank you
for being there through thick and thin,
if not in body, in soul
and always believing that I could win.

I wanted to thank you
for who you are,
for your strength and courage,
for always shining like the brightest star.

And the only way I can thank you
and show you how I feel
is to utter these words
which are written in steel:

It's so peaceful to be loved for who I have become
than to be resented for the things I have not done.

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Dream Girl

" Dream Girl ''

YOU will come one day in a waver of love,
Tender as dew, impetuous as rain,
The tan of the sun will be on your skin,
The purr of the breeze in your murmuring speech,
You will pose with a hill-flower grace.

You will come, with your slim, expressive arms,
A poise of the head no sculptor has caught
And nuances spoken with shoulder and neck,
Your face in a pass-and-repass of moods
As many as skies in delicate change
Of cloud and blue and flimmering sun.

Yet,
You may not come, O girl of a dream,
We may but pass as the world goes by
And take from a look of eyes into eyes,
A film of hope and a memoried day.

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"She Walks Beside Me In My Dreams "

"She Walks Beside Me In My Dreams "

As I stare at the blue moon with only my thoughts of you
I wish for the dreams that bring you near.
Yes, those dreams -those wonderful dreams
Our souls caress once again
with the sweet scent of flowers in each touch.

Let me lay beside you so that your breath may touch my heart.
Give to me the warmth of the sun that lies within your smile.
Come dance with me, my love, amongst the clouds of want and desire.
I must sleep to find the dream I seek within your hazel eyes.

Walk with me forever into this night's wish,
Let the winds of hope and happiness show us the way.
Grab hold of my arm and feel the strength your love brings,
Our talks guiding us home from the abyss called - melancholy.

Tell me, dream girl, who captures my nights?
It's you, who consumes every thought that touches sunlight.
Dare I open my eyes in the hope you lay beside.
May I see, feel and touch what I thought was only a dream.

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Me and You

~*~ Me and You ~*~

When I first talked to you
I felt like I had known you forever,
telling you my problems
and what I didn't want ever.

You listened to me
I bet you thought I'd never end,
who would have thought
we would be the best of friends.

Over a period of time,
I got to know the real you.
An angel so charming and gentle,
with a heart so true.

You've survived your life
with me by your side.
I told you I'd never leave
because of the feelings I have inside.

There was a time
I wanted to explore,
what would have happened
if I would only open the door.

I know you
like no one I have ever known,
and sometimes I wonder
what do I do when we're alone?

So I have decided
time answers all.
If it is meant to be
time will remove the wall.

Standing between us,
holding us back,
allowing us to feel
It's the relationship that we lack.

I love the way we are together,
you can always make me smile.
Will it ever really be forever?
I guess I will have to wait awhile.

Time will reveal, what lies ahead
but always remember
what I have said.
Meeting you has changed my life
and I really love you so,
the feelings I feel for you
I am never letting go.
Remember me always
and I will too.

I will always think of
Me and You...

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Tum Mujhey Bas Yoon Hi Pyaar Karti Raho..

Tum Mujhey Bas Yoon Hi Pyaar Karti Raho..


Tum Mujhey Bas Yoon Hi Pyaar Karti Raho....

To Khushi Merey Dar Se Kahan Jayegi !!!!

Umr Sari Guzarengey Hum Baahon Mein..
Umr Sari Guzarengey Hum Baahon Mein..

Zindagi merey Dar se Kahan Jayegi !!!!



Tumse Pahley Koi Bhi Hamara Na Tha..

Tumse Pahley Koi Bhi Hamara Na Tha..

Pyaar Ka Dil Mein Koi Sitara Na Tha..

Chaandni Ban Ke Tum To Ghar Aa gayin...

Roshni Merey Dar Se Kahan Jayegi !!!!


Kitna Maasoom Hai Pyaar Ka Silsila...

Kitna Maasoom Hai Pyaar Ka Silsila...

Jo Merey Dil Ko Hai Tere Dil Se Mila..

Dil Se Dil Ki Kisi Dosti Ki Kasam...

Dosti Merey Dil Se Kahan Jayegi !!!!


Tum Mujhey Bas Yoon Hi Pyaar Karti Raho...

Tum Mujhse Bas Yoon Hi Baatein Karti Raho...

To Khushi Merey Dar Se Kahan Jayegi !!!!

!!*!! Aansoo..!!*!!

Kabhi Aansoo Kabhi Khushboo Kabhi Nagma Bankar
Hum Se Her shaam Mili Hai Tera Chehra Bankar

Chaand Nikla Hai Teri Aankh K Aansoo Ki Tarah
Phool Mehkay Hain Teri Zulf Ka Saya Bankar

Meri Jaagi Huyi Raaton Ko Usi Ki Hai Talaash
So Raha Hai Meri Aankhon Mein Jo Sapna Bankar

Dil Ke Kaghaz Par Utarta Hai Jo Sheron Ki Tarah
Merey Honthon Pe Machalta Hai Jo Nagma Bankar

Raat Bhi aaye To Bujhti Nahin Chehrey Ki Chamak
Rooh Mein Phail Gaya Hai Woh Ujala Bankar

Mera Kya Haal Hai Yeh Aa key Kabhi dekh To Ley
Jee Raha Hoon Tera Bhoola Huya Vada Bankar

Dhoop Mein Kho Gaya Woh Haath Chhura Kar
Ghar Sey Jo Saath Chala Tha Mera Saya Bankar

Kabhi Aansoo Kabhi Khushboo Kabhi Nagma Banker
Hum Sey Har Shaam Mili Hai Tera Chehra Banker

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Yunhi Nahi Banti Mohabbat Ki Dastan...... ..

Bahut rode aate ishq ki raah me ,
bahut aansoo bahte hain unki chaah me,
bahut milti hai tanhai mere dost,
na jane kitne aashiq hote hain kurban,
yunhi nahi banti mohabbat ki dastan...... .

kitne hi gahre ho samandar to kya,
ishq k toofano ki koi hadd nahi hoti,
mohabbat karte to bahut hain is duniya me magar
har kisi ki mohabbat me wo sachchai nahi hoti,
yahaan gum-o-khushi ka nahi hota koi nishaan,
yunhi nahi banti mohabbat ki dastan......



marzi chalti hai to bus ishq ke bashindo ki,
kisi or ki koi hukoomat nahi hoti,
khuda khud mohabbat hi mangata hai pyare,
mohabbat se badi koi ibadat nahi hoti,
aashiqon pe to hota hai waqt bhi meharbaan,
yunhi nahi banti mohabbat ki dastan.....



yunhi nahi amar mohabbat ka naam hai ,
ye to sachche ashiqon ki dastaan hai ,
mitkar bhi jinhone mohabbat se wafa ki,
ye nazm meri un ashiqon ke naam hai,
mitne na denge kabhi ishq ka aashiyaan,
yunhi nahi banti mohabbat ki dastan...... .